I speak so many words
But there is no one to hear me
They have moved on
Poetry, photography, whatever is in my head when the randomness escapes.
Bring back those perfect, slow mornings
A stillness to the environment rivaling
An ancient church, devoid of human activity
Nothing on the agenda but your legs in my lap
Soft skin on my fingertips, lightly touching
Seeing your radiant smile play across your face
As you catch me looking at you, breath caught
Up in my chest while my heart dances and sings
Those languorous, languid, and lazy mornings that
Make the coffee taste better and fill me with bliss
To linger, to tarry and simply bask in the slow morning
There's always a smile on my face now
Sometimes you can see it but sometimes
It's hidden away and only for myself
Sometimes it's displayed wide and big
Full of laughter and mirth and happiness
Sometimes tucked away where only I know
It's there, maybe stealthily displayed for you
At times a memory I want to share with others
And other times it's a memory that's just for us
Your hand on my arm gently tracing, Your lips on mine
The way you hold your body close to me barely touching
The way you smile, the way your eyes sparkle in the moment
The smile is always there but sometimes it's just for us
Infinite possibilities swirl around me
The icy crystals of windblown snow
On a flat and frigid North Dakota road
A veritable kaleidoscope of white
Yet, containing every hue known
Stepping out and letting the flakes land
On the tip of my tongue, open to
Whatever possibility is contains