I've thought about closing this out, making it all disappear. Though it goes unseen now, I can't bear to do it. It's the only outlet I have left and the one place I can process and deal. To anyone finding themselves here by accident, enjoy. I will add to it, never take away from it, and continue to try to deal with my heart and my feelings as best I can. Inspiration is such a funny thing. Once it's gone, no matter the form, it's difficult to get back. The negative people and aspects of my life no longer overwhelm me but it is a daily struggle to overcome them. I do my best each day. One day I know I'll rise above because failure can't happen.