Trying

I don't know how to move on. No matter how hard I try. Always, in the back of mind, she sits. Looking at me with those warm eyes. Smiling that smile that briefly, was luminesce only for me. I've never been so accepted or seen. Some memories are so fresh that they don't feel at all like time has passed but ultimately they are but memories and none new to be made. I just wish I could figure this out and find a way...